Saturday, July 04, 2009, @12:36 AM!
Been looking through the past posts just now. I feel that those posts are more lively and happier even though there were some sad posts. And I managed to recall some moments as I read those posts. I want to blog more like that, I want this blog to contain alot of happy moments. I want to be like before.
Thank god that I managed to resolve the problem of having all my posts posted on fb. Hope I won't face anymore problems like this. 'Cause I don't want too many people to read it. I hope not many knows about this url.
People said, eating chocolate will make one feel happier. Oh? I don't feel this way. I just feel so guilty after eating it, you know?
I'm feeling extremely bored. And I think I did something real stupid today. :(:(:(
Why is it so different now? Ive to think hard before I do it. Why am I being so scare of it? Why can't I just do what I like? You tell me, why.
I don't want to wait, I hate waiting. But why am I still doing it?