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I hope I can be sick today, so that I can absent myself from school tomorrow! Because I don't feel like going school, no urge to. I think I can study better on my own than during lessons. I think I am just waiting for time to pass in class. And there is this talent programme tomorrow which I think it's a waste of time. I think I am not going to benefit anything from it? Why must I be inside this programme?! My results are shit and it gonna be shitter soon. I've to rush off for tuition after that. What a boring life I have got? ):

I can sense the stress coming from O's. But I am still not working hard for it. Do I have to wait till I regret then I really start to study? I don't wanna have the lousiest score for O's among my relatives. I don't want to end up in the Ite. But I just can't find any motivation to make me study, oh how?

I need help in Science, especially Chemistry. I think I know nuts about it. If it wasn't my mcq, I think I gonna fail it badly like nobody's business! If possible, I hope I can pull my Science to a A2 (Dream on!) Hahah!!!! AND MY C.HUMANITIES! It's so shit, and still so shit, forever so shit. x10

And.. wow! I received 14 missed calls from Sis. Ok, I agree that I'm a pig. Nothing can wake me up when I am asleep. HEHEHHE!

What do I want? Please tell me. >:(