I feel like deleting the blog, but I scare I will regret deleting it. Maybe this should be my last post, everything ends here. I am only left with limited weeks, I hope I can do what I have promised myself.

No point.. Not at all.. Shit myself!


I don't know how is everything related to me, except cruise? Somehow, there isn't any answers to certain questions. So many whys, but it's hard to define an answer. If possible, I also wanna turn time back. Things are changing, too unbelievable and unexpectable. Give me some more time, I think I still need it.

But since we can't turn time back, I hope I can forward time, where everything is totally over and done with. I hope it's gonna be over sooon!


I hope I will study later on and do my work.

What D says is quite true ba. Why am I doing it? Maybe I am just doing the same as what you are doing. But will I get anything eventually? I don't know what I want. But I know I don't have much determinations. :(

I feel like typing my favourite word for J here, damn.