So many things are running through my head. I want to know the answers, I am too tired of guessing. But deep down, I guess I have already know it, just to confirm it. I want to ask but I didn't, not because I don't dare but rather, afraid that it's disappointing and a lie.

" DLDLDLDLDLDLDLDLDLDL "
Wake up and face this stupid reality, cancan?

I don't want lim2 to appear, but it's appearing already. I can't did what I did to lim, on you. I don't know what else can I do?

Do I really have to do it? Can't I just go straight to the point?

Yes, I don't deny the fact that I still think. But "got knocked down" thing wasn't because I was thinking of that. If I really can do it, why wouldn't I want it? Did I really talk as per normal to my friends? I know what you are talking, I understand. The way you are talking, it's just like you are me and I am him. I said I will be back for you, I will. It's just a matter of time. You gave me one month, I am also giving myself one months' time. I really hope I can do it, but I-don't-know. I don't want to lose this sister relationship between us.